Now, Able To Keep Every Energy Centre In The Body In Rest

~ i ignite the hindu incense sticks in the room with the flame of matches, the fragrance coming out from the smoke keeps me light and brings connectivity in me with hindu gods ~

Day 51

9.4.2024
Tuesday

Paharganj, Delhi

Two days ago, I went to hare krishna mandir in Kalkaji Mandir. It was sunday and the mandir was very crowded. The hall entry was blocked with a barricade in lines. No one was able to sit on the floor in the inner prayer hall. We only could go in by following the lined barricade, then went through the resting place of the idols of krishna, and there we got out through the exit barricade.

So, I decided to sit outside in the compound of the huge mandir of hare krishna. I found a quieter place, at the steps of the staircase on the side near the bookstore selling plenty of spiritual books. I was sitting there for nearly three hours because I found the place I sat was less busy from the human traffic than other areas in the main mandir. I was at joy sitting alone on the dusty staircase.

I heard house sparrows cheeping songs. There I noticed many house sparrows resting above me on the tree. One sparrow dropped faeces on my hand. The sparrow's faeces was not a contaminated shit because sparrows generally fed on grains. They were clean. So, I cleaned the dropped faeces with another hand and I brushed it off on the dirt below my feet. I like house sparrows because they brought tidings and joyous news if you listened to them carefully enough and attentively.

I let my eyes closed when my inner self was at meditative mood. But my inner child wanting to rest lullaby. So, I took it easy by opening the eyes from closing. I meditated for the notion to stabilise the disarray prana in the body. I tried to feel every energy centre with the body senses and at the same time I watched my breath. I was not too tight nor relaxed. I was at a comfortable mood for meditation. This time, very quickly in less than a minute, I was able to wake all the seven energy centres from sleeping dormant in the energy body.

Meaning to say, I roused the chakras at first, after that, I felt each one of them. They felt like elastic crystal balls. At that time, I watched my breath. The breath was like the fuel to the engines of the cars. When there was fuel, the burning of fuel would turn it into energy and thus making the car to mobile. Likewise, when there was breathing, the lungs will bring oxygen to the energy centres thus the prana was activated in the body. This will keep the third eye alert.

The meditation was going about fine when I broke the energy centres into two segments. They were upper and lower parts of my energy body. The heart was the middle of seven chakras, so there were three chakras above and another three chakras below. I was manipulating the size of the concentrated energy and I felt I needed to expand them bigger. When the pulse of the energy was in a proper size, not too small but also not too big, only then they will generate and retain prana in the chakras. However, I still couldn't bring the prana-fire up and down from one energy centre to another. Anyway, it was a good start.

I felt all the seven chakras in my body were breathing. If you did not call them breathing, they were actually spinning now. I let them be because I couldn't control such an ethereal bodily shift. I enjoyed that kind of feeling in my body. It was a beautiful process. It happened very slowly and unnoticed, that was a growing process I had gone about for 15 years.

Now, I felt I was able to rest better because the chakras in my body, especially the lower chakras were more relaxed. Before this I can't rest them at the same time in one go. When there was imbalance in the energy wheels, I will need to inflate or deflate the concentrated energy in the energy body with so much of troubles.

The ethereal bodily shift came very naturally. It came through because of my age, not because of how I strained for a breakthrough upon meditation. I was more mature physically, mentally and most important spiritually now than before. I always remembered the advice of the sanskerta acharya, hindus should not tune to expand the auric fields and let the auric energy taking up the space of the intangible body, with a motive to attract fame, popularity and celebrity. That wide expand of auras in one's subtle body through the release of energy from the energy centres carried a vice meaning. There was proud and ego but no humility in us.

When I was still sitting on the steps of the staircase meditating with opened eyes, I felt a man was getting close and closer to me not in physical form but in the notion of energy coming out from the heart. I felt odd and weird. So, I paid some attention to it. Immediately, I felt a white man, and he should exist in physical form not far from my seat. I had no vision of him but my heart felt him very slowly. Then until one point, I felt our hearts were overlapped. That meant, two hearts were overlapped into one. After that, I felt his desires and wishes in his heart. I felt quite a strong sensation in the heart of his heart. He had a certain amount of sayings about the state of my spiritual growth and recent breakthrough.

He was aware I was aware of his presence. He was silent in telepathy but I felt him in the heart, his heart was saying - how nice you are able to manipulate your energy centres so relax, and the difficult part I couldn't do it till now, it is the expansion of energy from the energy wheels to the auric body, and making the auric body in balance and strong.

I responded to him in the heart, I said - I am not in control with the energy centres, and I know very little what they are all about. I mere witness the energy body very cautiously for one reason, I need to get my physical and energy body aligned for better health.

The white man said to me - I don't need a flying carpet to reach you. I am mere flying to you instantaneously.

I felt he was being cheeky to say as such.

But he retracted his words, when he felt his heart had overbeating, in a way overspoken to me. I felt him, he had no intention to spy me or deliberately overlap his heart with my heart. It was such a coincidental bang. Maybe I had, or he had, done something out of extraordinary in that afternoon that caused the heart overlapping in us.

I felt his heart, he had been learning meditation for many years and he was still learning to get a breakthrough in it. He had wanted but, he had not reached the stage as he desired. He suggested, I had been born a serious seeker.

I told him - the little child in me is a problem I need to treat the trouble of my inner child, who had been talking very profusely every time when I am quiet down.

~ the matches, in hindi is machis, i use them to ignite the flame of the inner child to bring connectivity with spiritual scholars, guru or auliya, tomorrow is eid mubarak, i will bring this inner flame to nizamuddin auliya at his tomb where this sufi saint was buried several hundred years ago in delhi ~